(18:45 / Friday, June 29, 2007)
I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I'm in a mess.
I'm not even paying full attention during lessons. My attention always seem to be shifted and I always seem to be just staring at my textbook blankly. It's like one of those days when I feel I haven't learnt anything after a particular lesson, or even the whole day. And today was one of those days.
I flunk History test by 1 mark. What's new, this always happens to me. It's like how I got 18.5/25 for my previous History test and if you add it up its 74%, and that's 1 mark from A1. And also the Chinese test last term, I had 23/50 initially, but there was a marking error and my mark got corrected to 24/50. And it was one of those times I felt worse when I got an extra mark, you know.
I think I'm going to fall sick because I got Gastric for the second time this week and my nose seems weird and blocked 24/7 and I can just feel very cold during lesson times and then I look out and see the Sun and conclude that there really might be something wrong with me. Oops.
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Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do